Temptation

The pub was busy as it always is on a Friday night. A group of men were standing right at the centre, dressed in gold-and-green jerseys, cheering in front of the big screens as the Wallabies scored their first Try of the match, knowing this might be the highlight of the evening. A few couples gathered on the other end around a bottle of champagne, celebrating something which seemed to be rather special. Ben stepped in with a couple of mates from work, and with no hesitation walked straight to the bar.

โ€œHold on mate, this is my shoutโ€ said Dave, โ€œitโ€™s your birthdayโ€.
โ€œOh, donโ€™t worry about itโ€ Ben replied, but quickly retreated to find a table when he realised Dave was insisting. He sat down on a leather bar stool and released a big sigh, attempting to clear off any thoughts of his working day, his family stress and this new alarming age โ€˜figureโ€™ flashing in his mind as the end of youth, the beginning of the end. โ€˜Age is just a numberโ€™ he recalled one of the text messages he received earlier that morning from an old friend. However, Ben felt tired, his body all sluggish, struggling with an aching back, stiff neck and sleepy eyes. โ€˜OMG, Iโ€™m getting oldโ€™ he cried. He scanned the room around him, and felt jealous as the cheerful voices of complete strangers seem to remind him how unhappy he actually was.

โ€œAny plans for tonight, old man?โ€ said his mate John as the boys came back with a few beers.
โ€œMy wife said sheโ€™s organising something special, a night out. Said itโ€™s a surprise, so sheโ€™d let me know where to meet her. We got time for a few drinks boys, so no rushโ€.
“Umm surprise ha? something special… ” teased him Dave. “I reckon she’s preparing a special birthday treat for you tonight… someoneโ€™s going to get lucky”.
“I donโ€™t think so mate, whatever you mean, or whatever you imagine in your little naughty head, things are not quite happening in our bedroom, I can tell you thatโ€.
โ€œYeah, I know what you meanโ€ John mumbled and they all laughed out loud.
โ€œThatโ€™s why I never got marriedโ€ Dave smiled and winked at them. โ€œIn todayโ€™s world, there are just too many women to please out there. Monogamy is old-fashionedโ€.
โ€œOh, give me a break Mr Handsome, weโ€™re trying to celebrate our mateโ€™s birthday here, donโ€™t give us this shit about your happy single life againโ€ John protested.
โ€œWell, I really appreciate it mateโ€ Ben smiled. โ€œHonestly, I didnโ€™t think this mid-life crisis would hit me that hard, but you know what? when I woke up this morning, feeling old and grumpy, my kids were waiting downstairs for me with 40 balloons and 2 birthday cardsโ€.
“Oh, so sweet. You’re such a family man. You know what? if I ever get married, it’s going to be with you darling” Dave gave him a cuddle.

All of a sudden, a beautiful young lady entered the bar. Her long blonde hair covered well-tanned shoulders, her big blue eyes were deep and hypnotising. She was wearing a short-cut red dress which highlighted her honey-coloured skin and captured the looks of all bystanders. She stopped by the table next to Ben and his mates, as the three of them were watching each and every move she made.

“Wow, check this out” Dave reported excitedly, swinging both his elbows at his mates.
“A touch of perfection” John quickly agreed.
“Surely you know her” smiled Ben, “assuming you already know all the ladies in town”.
“I’m pretty sure this girl is from out-of-town” he defended. โ€œLooks like sheโ€™s checking you out, Ben”.
โ€œNot at all, why would she even bother looking at me, Iโ€™m an old guy nowโ€.
โ€œCome on, go and have a chat to her, this is your chanceโ€ Dave encouraged him.
โ€œChance? For what? Ruining my marriage?โ€
โ€œOh come on, just have a flirt, itโ€™s not going to hurt anyoneโ€
“As long as your wife doesn’t know” John supported.
“Go on, just tell her itโ€™s your birthday and you wanna buy her a drinkโ€ Dave encouraged and slightly pushed Ben with his long muscly arms.
Ben initially resisted, but as the young girl lifted her head and looked at them, she smiled a beautiful smile right at Ben. She was irresistible.
โ€œWell, I guess a quick chat wonโ€™t hurt, as long as you donโ€™t say a word to anyoneโ€ฆ Iโ€™ll be back in two minutes if it even lasts that longโ€.
Ben finally took a step forward, hesitant, and immediately turned around in regret. โ€œThis is not a good idea guysโ€ he whispered.
โ€œGo on mate, if you donโ€™t do it, Iโ€™ll have to do it, so please donโ€™t let me break this girlโ€™s heart tonightโ€ Dave giggled.

โ€œHello thereโ€ said Ben as he finally gathered enough courage to open his mouth.
โ€œHello to you too, strangerโ€ said the beautiful stunning girl.
โ€œHowโ€™s things?โ€
โ€œHowโ€™s things? You clearly donโ€™t chat to women a lot in dodgy bars, do youโ€ she was a little abrupt.
โ€œNo, not much. You got meโ€ฆโ€. Ben felt how his body was forcing him to turn around and crawl back to his seat.
โ€œOh wait, donโ€™t go, you seem like a sweet guy. Thatโ€™s pretty rare in this neighbourhoodโ€. Her voice was so confident.
โ€œIโ€™m sweet?โ€ Ben giggled, pretending to look around and point at himself. โ€œAre you talking to me?โ€
โ€œOh, hell you are. I havenโ€™t seen such deep and honest green eyes in a long whileโ€, she gave him a perfect smile.
โ€œWell, we are a very rare breedโ€ Ben started to gain some confidence…
โ€œYes, itโ€™s hard to find a man in this city. An honest man. Everybodyโ€™s so fake these daysโ€ she argued.
โ€œInterestingโ€ he mumbled as he sat down next to her. Out of habit, he laid his hands on the table, exposing his thick golden wedding ring. โ€œWell, Iโ€™m not fake like others. What you see is what you getโ€.
The girl looked at the shiny ring and seem even more engaged in this interaction.
โ€œSo, did you wanna buy me a drink?โ€. The way she said it implied that it wasnโ€™t the first time she used that phrase.
โ€œOnly if you tell me your nameโ€ he tried to be charming.
โ€œAngelโ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t know angels drinkโ€
โ€œWell, they only do when there are other angels around the tableโ€
Ben smiled at her. Wow. Angel was not only stunning, she was sharp-minded. He wondered whether this angel would turn out to be his demon…
โ€œWhat would you like then?โ€
โ€œGin and Tonic would do, sweetheartโ€.
He halted for a moment. โ€œGin and Tonic? Is that what you drink?โ€ he seemed to be surprised.
โ€œWith a bit of lemonโ€ she added.
โ€œRight away my angelโ€. He turned around to go to the bar, when he noticed his mates were looking at him, with their thumbs up, cheering. โ€œThis is going well, Romeoโ€ whispered Dave.
Ben shook his head in disbelief, giving away that he did not expect that to go well at all. As he walked to the bar he heard little voices inside his head.โ€™OMG, is this for real? Look at her, sheโ€™s so hot!โ€™. โ€˜Are you mad? What are you doing? Youโ€™re married, you got kids, what are you thinking?!โ€™

Ben came back with a couple of drinks and as he was just about to sit down next to Angel, he realised his phone was ringing. It was Sarah, his wife. โ€˜Oh, I almost forgot we’re meant to meet later tonightโ€™. He apologised, saying he has to take the call, then walked a few steps away from their table.
โ€œHey darlingโ€
โ€œHi Ben, how are you going with the boys? Having fun so far?โ€
โ€œYeah, itโ€™s not too bad. You know, just ordinary, nothing specialโ€
โ€œOh well, Iโ€™m sure you guys are having fun. Hey listen love, Amy is not feeling well. Looks like she caught something at school, sheโ€™s coughing quite heavily and she really looks miserableโ€.
โ€œOh, that doesnโ€™t sound good at all. Does she have any fever?โ€
โ€œNot high fever. Maybe just a bit. Iโ€™m not sure what to do darling.โ€
โ€œDo you want me to come back home and take her to the Medical Centre?โ€
โ€œNo dear, itโ€™s your birthday, stay there and have fun. Itโ€™s OK. Iโ€™m just thinking, maybe we shouldnโ€™t go out tonight, I donโ€™t wanna leave her like thatโ€
โ€œSure, of courseโ€
โ€œBut itโ€™s your birthday darling, are you sure thatโ€™s alright? I made plans for us, Iโ€™m so sorryโ€
โ€œNo thatโ€™s OK, we can just do it another dayโ€
โ€œBut I promised something special for you tonight…โ€
โ€œOh, we can do it some other timeโ€ he smiled. โ€œI canโ€™t wait to find out what that something special is, babyโ€.
โ€œYouโ€™ll have to wait and seeโ€ she said promptly.
Silence.
โ€œAre you sure?โ€ she checked again.
โ€œYes, thatโ€™s fine, take care of the kids firstโ€
โ€œI will. Always. Our kids are always the highest priority, right?โ€
โ€œAlwaysโ€ he replied.
โ€œSo where are you guys now Ben?โ€
โ€œOh, just at the pub next to work. It’s only a few mates here, pretty quiet.โ€
โ€œSure, you just stay and have fun. Have one drink for me, will you?โ€
โ€œOf courseโ€
โ€œMy favourite, you knowโ€
โ€œYes, I knowโ€
โ€œGin and Tonic darling, with a bit of lemon. Just like in the good old daysโ€

They hung up and Ben came back to Angelโ€™s table. She suddenly looked so young, and the whole scene seemed so inappropriate to him.
โ€œIs everything alright?โ€ she asked.
โ€œYeah, well, I might have to leave soonโ€.
โ€œNot before you have at least one drink with me” she said in a decisive voice and pulled a wooden chair right next to her, inviting him to sit close, very close.
Ben immediately obliged. Angel took a little sip from her drink and said:
โ€œI must be the luckiest girl in this place. Look around, Iโ€™m sitting next to the most handsome man in the room.โ€
โ€œFunny you said thatโ€ Ben giggled. โ€œI feel the same wayโ€. He played along, thinking he should ask whether her taste was always in โ€˜older manโ€™, but he wouldnโ€™t dare.

Suddenly the expression on her face completely changed. The young lady who seemed so calm and confident, suddenly looked inconveniently terrified.
โ€œIs something wrong Angel?โ€
โ€œYes, I just saw someoneโ€
Ben noticed a big muscled bloke who stepped into the pub. Angel was now holding Benโ€™s arm, tightening her grip. โ€œOMG what is he doing here?โ€ she whispered.
โ€œWhoโ€™s that?โ€
โ€œSomeone whoโ€™s been stalking me. Heโ€™s dangerousโ€
โ€œAn old boyfriend?โ€
โ€œSomething like thatโ€ฆโ€
They went silent as the man got closer and closer.
โ€œWe have to get out of hereโ€ she said, her eyes filled with fear.
โ€œWhere?โ€
โ€œAnywhereโ€ฆ heโ€™s coming over here, please tell him youโ€™re my boyfriend so heโ€™d leave me aloneโ€ she was begging.
โ€œYour boyfriend?โ€
โ€œPlease Ben, you have to save me, thatโ€™s the only way. He will back off if Iโ€™m with someone, donโ€™t worry, I know him. But if he sees me alone, then Iโ€™m in deep troubleโ€ she was nearly in tears.
Ben was now getting angrier and angrier. โ€œWhat has he done to you? This is not right. Donโ€™t worry babe, I will protect youโ€ he said in a knightly fashion.
The man approached, he got closer, and as he came within a few steps from them, Angel grabbed Benโ€™s neck and put her thick red lips on top of his dry ones. He felt her tongue touching his, and while he initially froze in complete surprise, he eventually committed and kissed her back, feeling the passion coming from her end. โ€˜OMGโ€™, he thought, โ€˜I havenโ€™t kissed like that in many yearsโ€™…
A moment later, as they both realised the danger was over, Angel smiled and whispered โ€œletโ€™s get out of hereโ€. Ben was so hypnotized by the overwhelming moment, that he didnโ€™t respond and simply followed her as she grabbed his hand tightly. They left the bar quicky. Ben realised he didnโ€™t even say goodbye to his mates, who were busy chatting to other people next to the bar.
โ€œWait, where are we going?โ€ he tried to gather his thoughts.
โ€œSomewhere safeโ€ she replied. โ€œI live close byโ€ she pulled him behind her.
A couple of blocks from the bar, they both raced down the road, looking around to make sure the bloke from the bar is not following their trail. Suddenly Angel led them into an apartment building and he followed her up the stairs. When they got to the doorstep, Ben hesitated. โ€œLook Angel, itโ€™s a little complicated. Iโ€™m not sure about this. Youโ€™re safe now, so I better get going. I donโ€™t think itโ€™s a good idea for me to come inโ€.
Angel looked at him with her big deep blue eyes. She leaned her body towards his, and gave him a big hug. โ€œHow can I ever thank you, my hero, for saving me tonightโ€ she said. He felt her breast against his beating heart, her smell was sweet, her touch was soft, though he couldnโ€™t make up his mind between โ€˜lustโ€™ and โ€˜dangerโ€™. It was tempting, when would he ever have a chance to be with such an amazing lady ever again. Remember what Dave always says, โ€˜Monogamy is old-fashionedโ€™.
โ€œWhy donโ€™t you come in for a bit and Iโ€™ll organise something special for your birthdayโ€
โ€œSomething special?” he froze. “What did you have in mind?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s a surprise babyโ€ she said and unlocked the door.

They got into a dark apartment. She turned on a fade red light in the kitchen, and asked him to help himself with a drink. Then she disappeared to her bedroom. Ben was so tense, those voices inside his head kept screaming at him โ€˜this is wrong Ben, turn around and leave now before itโ€™s too lateโ€™. He fixed himself with an apple cider, the only drink he could find in the fridge, and walked around the living room, trying to find more clues about this mystery girl. โ€˜Nothing happened yet, it was just a kiss, just one little kiss. You can still turn around and go. Or maybe right after you see her, dressed in a sexy black lingerieโ€™. Time stood still, until she called out from the bedroom.
โ€œHoney, I’m waiting for you. Come here bad boyโ€.
He took his shoes off, but felt cold sweat going through his whole body. โ€˜Go for itโ€™, he heard his naughty mate’s voice. โ€˜Just have a flirt, itโ€™s not going to hurt anyoneโ€™.
โ€˜Oh, what the hellโ€™, he mumbled to himself and stepped into the bedroom.
To his surprise, Angel wasnโ€™t there. It was another woman. She was sitting on the double bed, wearing a long red evening dress, highlighting the beautiful body she had worked hard to maintain after giving birth twice.
Ben froze as he saw her.
“Hello Ben”
“What are you doing here?”
“Me? Wellโ€ฆ what are YOU doing here?”
Silence.
“I thought we could trust you Ben. Me and the kids”
“You’ve set this all up…”
“And you fell into the trap, like a typical man”
“You tested me?”
“You failed me, you failed your family”
โ€œBut you said Amy is not wellโ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t want to disappoint you Ben, I promised you something special tonightโ€
โ€œA surpriseโ€
โ€œIndeedโ€


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