The pub was busy as it always is on a Friday night. A group of men were standing right at the centre, dressed in gold-and-green jerseys, cheering in front of the big screens as the Wallabies scored their first Try of the match, knowing this might be the highlight of the evening. A few couples gathered on the other end around a bottle of champagne, celebrating something which seemed to be rather special. Ben stepped in with a couple of mates from work, and with no hesitation walked straight to the bar.
โHold on mate, this is my shoutโ said Dave, โitโs your birthdayโ.
โOh, donโt worry about itโ Ben replied, but quickly retreated to find a table when he realised Dave was insisting. He sat down on a leather bar stool and released a big sigh, attempting to clear off any thoughts of his working day, his family stress and this new alarming age โfigureโ flashing in his mind as the end of youth, the beginning of the end. โAge is just a numberโ he recalled one of the text messages he received earlier that morning from an old friend. However, Ben felt tired, his body all sluggish, struggling with an aching back, stiff neck and sleepy eyes. โOMG, Iโm getting oldโ he cried. He scanned the room around him, and felt jealous as the cheerful voices of complete strangers seem to remind him how unhappy he actually was.
โAny plans for tonight, old man?โ said his mate John as the boys came back with a few beers.
โMy wife said sheโs organising something special, a night out. Said itโs a surprise, so sheโd let me know where to meet her. We got time for a few drinks boys, so no rushโ.
“Umm surprise ha? something special… ” teased him Dave. “I reckon she’s preparing a special birthday treat for you tonight… someoneโs going to get lucky”.
“I donโt think so mate, whatever you mean, or whatever you imagine in your little naughty head, things are not quite happening in our bedroom, I can tell you thatโ.
โYeah, I know what you meanโ John mumbled and they all laughed out loud.
โThatโs why I never got marriedโ Dave smiled and winked at them. โIn todayโs world, there are just too many women to please out there. Monogamy is old-fashionedโ.
โOh, give me a break Mr Handsome, weโre trying to celebrate our mateโs birthday here, donโt give us this shit about your happy single life againโ John protested.
โWell, I really appreciate it mateโ Ben smiled. โHonestly, I didnโt think this mid-life crisis would hit me that hard, but you know what? when I woke up this morning, feeling old and grumpy, my kids were waiting downstairs for me with 40 balloons and 2 birthday cardsโ.
“Oh, so sweet. You’re such a family man. You know what? if I ever get married, it’s going to be with you darling” Dave gave him a cuddle.
All of a sudden, a beautiful young lady entered the bar. Her long blonde hair covered well-tanned shoulders, her big blue eyes were deep and hypnotising. She was wearing a short-cut red dress which highlighted her honey-coloured skin and captured the looks of all bystanders. She stopped by the table next to Ben and his mates, as the three of them were watching each and every move she made.
“Wow, check this out” Dave reported excitedly, swinging both his elbows at his mates.
“A touch of perfection” John quickly agreed.
“Surely you know her” smiled Ben, “assuming you already know all the ladies in town”.
“I’m pretty sure this girl is from out-of-town” he defended. โLooks like sheโs checking you out, Ben”.
โNot at all, why would she even bother looking at me, Iโm an old guy nowโ.
โCome on, go and have a chat to her, this is your chanceโ Dave encouraged him.
โChance? For what? Ruining my marriage?โ
โOh come on, just have a flirt, itโs not going to hurt anyoneโ
“As long as your wife doesn’t know” John supported.
“Go on, just tell her itโs your birthday and you wanna buy her a drinkโ Dave encouraged and slightly pushed Ben with his long muscly arms.
Ben initially resisted, but as the young girl lifted her head and looked at them, she smiled a beautiful smile right at Ben. She was irresistible.
โWell, I guess a quick chat wonโt hurt, as long as you donโt say a word to anyoneโฆ Iโll be back in two minutes if it even lasts that longโ.
Ben finally took a step forward, hesitant, and immediately turned around in regret. โThis is not a good idea guysโ he whispered.
โGo on mate, if you donโt do it, Iโll have to do it, so please donโt let me break this girlโs heart tonightโ Dave giggled.
โHello thereโ said Ben as he finally gathered enough courage to open his mouth.
โHello to you too, strangerโ said the beautiful stunning girl.
โHowโs things?โ
โHowโs things? You clearly donโt chat to women a lot in dodgy bars, do youโ she was a little abrupt.
โNo, not much. You got meโฆโ. Ben felt how his body was forcing him to turn around and crawl back to his seat.
โOh wait, donโt go, you seem like a sweet guy. Thatโs pretty rare in this neighbourhoodโ. Her voice was so confident.
โIโm sweet?โ Ben giggled, pretending to look around and point at himself. โAre you talking to me?โ
โOh, hell you are. I havenโt seen such deep and honest green eyes in a long whileโ, she gave him a perfect smile.
โWell, we are a very rare breedโ Ben started to gain some confidence…
โYes, itโs hard to find a man in this city. An honest man. Everybodyโs so fake these daysโ she argued.
โInterestingโ he mumbled as he sat down next to her. Out of habit, he laid his hands on the table, exposing his thick golden wedding ring. โWell, Iโm not fake like others. What you see is what you getโ.
The girl looked at the shiny ring and seem even more engaged in this interaction.
โSo, did you wanna buy me a drink?โ. The way she said it implied that it wasnโt the first time she used that phrase.
โOnly if you tell me your nameโ he tried to be charming.
โAngelโ
โI didnโt know angels drinkโ
โWell, they only do when there are other angels around the tableโ
Ben smiled at her. Wow. Angel was not only stunning, she was sharp-minded. He wondered whether this angel would turn out to be his demon…
โWhat would you like then?โ
โGin and Tonic would do, sweetheartโ.
He halted for a moment. โGin and Tonic? Is that what you drink?โ he seemed to be surprised.
โWith a bit of lemonโ she added.
โRight away my angelโ. He turned around to go to the bar, when he noticed his mates were looking at him, with their thumbs up, cheering. โThis is going well, Romeoโ whispered Dave.
Ben shook his head in disbelief, giving away that he did not expect that to go well at all. As he walked to the bar he heard little voices inside his head.โOMG, is this for real? Look at her, sheโs so hot!โ. โAre you mad? What are you doing? Youโre married, you got kids, what are you thinking?!โ
Ben came back with a couple of drinks and as he was just about to sit down next to Angel, he realised his phone was ringing. It was Sarah, his wife. โOh, I almost forgot we’re meant to meet later tonightโ. He apologised, saying he has to take the call, then walked a few steps away from their table.
โHey darlingโ
โHi Ben, how are you going with the boys? Having fun so far?โ
โYeah, itโs not too bad. You know, just ordinary, nothing specialโ
โOh well, Iโm sure you guys are having fun. Hey listen love, Amy is not feeling well. Looks like she caught something at school, sheโs coughing quite heavily and she really looks miserableโ.
โOh, that doesnโt sound good at all. Does she have any fever?โ
โNot high fever. Maybe just a bit. Iโm not sure what to do darling.โ
โDo you want me to come back home and take her to the Medical Centre?โ
โNo dear, itโs your birthday, stay there and have fun. Itโs OK. Iโm just thinking, maybe we shouldnโt go out tonight, I donโt wanna leave her like thatโ
โSure, of courseโ
โBut itโs your birthday darling, are you sure thatโs alright? I made plans for us, Iโm so sorryโ
โNo thatโs OK, we can just do it another dayโ
โBut I promised something special for you tonight…โ
โOh, we can do it some other timeโ he smiled. โI canโt wait to find out what that something special is, babyโ.
โYouโll have to wait and seeโ she said promptly.
Silence.
โAre you sure?โ she checked again.
โYes, thatโs fine, take care of the kids firstโ
โI will. Always. Our kids are always the highest priority, right?โ
โAlwaysโ he replied.
โSo where are you guys now Ben?โ
โOh, just at the pub next to work. It’s only a few mates here, pretty quiet.โ
โSure, you just stay and have fun. Have one drink for me, will you?โ
โOf courseโ
โMy favourite, you knowโ
โYes, I knowโ
โGin and Tonic darling, with a bit of lemon. Just like in the good old daysโ
They hung up and Ben came back to Angelโs table. She suddenly looked so young, and the whole scene seemed so inappropriate to him.
โIs everything alright?โ she asked.
โYeah, well, I might have to leave soonโ.
โNot before you have at least one drink with me” she said in a decisive voice and pulled a wooden chair right next to her, inviting him to sit close, very close.
Ben immediately obliged. Angel took a little sip from her drink and said:
โI must be the luckiest girl in this place. Look around, Iโm sitting next to the most handsome man in the room.โ
โFunny you said thatโ Ben giggled. โI feel the same wayโ. He played along, thinking he should ask whether her taste was always in โolder manโ, but he wouldnโt dare.
Suddenly the expression on her face completely changed. The young lady who seemed so calm and confident, suddenly looked inconveniently terrified.
โIs something wrong Angel?โ
โYes, I just saw someoneโ
Ben noticed a big muscled bloke who stepped into the pub. Angel was now holding Benโs arm, tightening her grip. โOMG what is he doing here?โ she whispered.
โWhoโs that?โ
โSomeone whoโs been stalking me. Heโs dangerousโ
โAn old boyfriend?โ
โSomething like thatโฆโ
They went silent as the man got closer and closer.
โWe have to get out of hereโ she said, her eyes filled with fear.
โWhere?โ
โAnywhereโฆ heโs coming over here, please tell him youโre my boyfriend so heโd leave me aloneโ she was begging.
โYour boyfriend?โ
โPlease Ben, you have to save me, thatโs the only way. He will back off if Iโm with someone, donโt worry, I know him. But if he sees me alone, then Iโm in deep troubleโ she was nearly in tears.
Ben was now getting angrier and angrier. โWhat has he done to you? This is not right. Donโt worry babe, I will protect youโ he said in a knightly fashion.
The man approached, he got closer, and as he came within a few steps from them, Angel grabbed Benโs neck and put her thick red lips on top of his dry ones. He felt her tongue touching his, and while he initially froze in complete surprise, he eventually committed and kissed her back, feeling the passion coming from her end. โOMGโ, he thought, โI havenโt kissed like that in many yearsโ…
A moment later, as they both realised the danger was over, Angel smiled and whispered โletโs get out of hereโ. Ben was so hypnotized by the overwhelming moment, that he didnโt respond and simply followed her as she grabbed his hand tightly. They left the bar quicky. Ben realised he didnโt even say goodbye to his mates, who were busy chatting to other people next to the bar.
โWait, where are we going?โ he tried to gather his thoughts.
โSomewhere safeโ she replied. โI live close byโ she pulled him behind her.
A couple of blocks from the bar, they both raced down the road, looking around to make sure the bloke from the bar is not following their trail. Suddenly Angel led them into an apartment building and he followed her up the stairs. When they got to the doorstep, Ben hesitated. โLook Angel, itโs a little complicated. Iโm not sure about this. Youโre safe now, so I better get going. I donโt think itโs a good idea for me to come inโ.
Angel looked at him with her big deep blue eyes. She leaned her body towards his, and gave him a big hug. โHow can I ever thank you, my hero, for saving me tonightโ she said. He felt her breast against his beating heart, her smell was sweet, her touch was soft, though he couldnโt make up his mind between โlustโ and โdangerโ. It was tempting, when would he ever have a chance to be with such an amazing lady ever again. Remember what Dave always says, โMonogamy is old-fashionedโ.
โWhy donโt you come in for a bit and Iโll organise something special for your birthdayโ
โSomething special?” he froze. “What did you have in mind?โ
โItโs a surprise babyโ she said and unlocked the door.
They got into a dark apartment. She turned on a fade red light in the kitchen, and asked him to help himself with a drink. Then she disappeared to her bedroom. Ben was so tense, those voices inside his head kept screaming at him โthis is wrong Ben, turn around and leave now before itโs too lateโ. He fixed himself with an apple cider, the only drink he could find in the fridge, and walked around the living room, trying to find more clues about this mystery girl. โNothing happened yet, it was just a kiss, just one little kiss. You can still turn around and go. Or maybe right after you see her, dressed in a sexy black lingerieโ. Time stood still, until she called out from the bedroom.
โHoney, I’m waiting for you. Come here bad boyโ.
He took his shoes off, but felt cold sweat going through his whole body. โGo for itโ, he heard his naughty mate’s voice. โJust have a flirt, itโs not going to hurt anyoneโ.
โOh, what the hellโ, he mumbled to himself and stepped into the bedroom.
To his surprise, Angel wasnโt there. It was another woman. She was sitting on the double bed, wearing a long red evening dress, highlighting the beautiful body she had worked hard to maintain after giving birth twice.
Ben froze as he saw her.
“Hello Ben”
“What are you doing here?”
“Me? Wellโฆ what are YOU doing here?”
Silence.
“I thought we could trust you Ben. Me and the kids”
“You’ve set this all up…”
“And you fell into the trap, like a typical man”
“You tested me?”
“You failed me, you failed your family”
โBut you said Amy is not wellโ
โI didnโt want to disappoint you Ben, I promised you something special tonightโ
โA surpriseโ
โIndeedโ

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